Lately, I have been thinking a lot about my past jobs. I have always wanted to leave a job in better standings then when I got there. It used to be my goal I strove toward. I have been thinking what if I didn't leave any better than when I found them. And what if I made it worse. I don't know why I care now. I think that being at home with baby I have started thinking about it more. My biggest problem is that I rehash the past. I will relive my thoughts and situations that have gotten me this far. In my mind, I always wonder if the people in my past think about me and where I am. The best thing about all the technology nowadays is that I have been able to reconnect with some people and tell them that they made a difference in my life. Some I just leave in the reenactments of my life. Either way, I wish that the past would just simmer down so I can happily live in the present.